一位躁鬱症女精神醫師的回憶錄
她似乎比別人多了一副靈魂,
有時如春天般明朗亮麗而充滿夢想;
有時又似墜入地獄,
抑鬱恐慌而寧願結束自己的生命。
她聰明、美麗、深具智慧,
她是臨床心理博士,是躁鬱症權威,
就在擔任大學教授三個月後,
她,瘋狂了……
她的世界曾是那麼精力充沛,教她心喜若狂。轉眼才一瞬間,思緒完全逆轉,她不再對事物起任何興趣,沮喪、焦躁大量湧現,生活如脫韁野馬般失去控制,感受淹沒了她,她不明白到底哪些感覺才是真的?
身為精神醫學界國際知名的頂尖學者,她卻因躁鬱夢魘陷入情緒之苦。在專業醫術與隱藏病情之間,她選擇坦誠面對,將自己與躁鬱症奮戰三十年的內心煎熬一一敘說。書中文字時而透出濃濃愁緒,讓人感受病情的激烈兇猛;時而出現淡淡哀傷,讓人體悟生命的複雜無常。在作者纖細極富情感的文字下,篇篇扣人心弦,不忍卒讀。
本文取自天下文化出版《躁鬱之心》
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